...

someone ought to give mi a tight slap..

lost my ez link card for the third time tis year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i reeli wana kill myself.

iz jus 5 seconds..
i retraced my steps but my pouch's GONE!!!!!!!


gone.

AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haix..
jus wad iz wrong wif my hands.


kill me.






tell me wad shud i do?
for god's sake tis isnt my firz time..
it isnt my second time either..
iz my fifth time.
when will i ever learn to be more responsible?
why do things slip off so easily from my hands?
i cant cry..
cos i don hav the right to.
im gona scrimp and save in order to accumulate 50 dollars..
wadeva..
im NOT gona play time crisis, pool, or watch movie for two months from now.

61 more days to go.